Behind Pisces Mask...

mi

2010-07-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

today, i did a lot of things i now regret...flaring up my temper is the main one. tooo tired from tues ba, i wanted to cry liao, but tahan until now, so all burst...sorry to all those who got pulled in cos my poor control. i brought my fire to scout is already bad enough, i brought it home as well....SRY!!

S.A.C.

2010-07-12T01:36:00.000-07:00

今天在数学班时不停的想起当年参加SEA Games在马来西亚的经验。想到偷拿Zerlynn的Gameboy, Nelson Wee 当我们的保姆，一堆女生挤在一个浴缸内泡澡，购物，Pumpkin替我追回我忘在巴士上的护照。。。都蛮经典的回忆呢。不过到了现在也只可以回味着，不是吗？！
我想我也不愿意也不可以把它拿来跟童子军替我创造的回忆与经验来交换吧。人只能往前看咯！！！

简单，不简单

2010-07-11T07:30:00.000-07:00

‘别人说的话，随便听一听，自己做决定’对我来说应该蛮难的吧。我似乎是很容易被身边人的言语来被左右的。像老母说Rainer的事一样，我会开始有幻想，不过一切真的是没用啦。可能是想恋情吧。。。可悲哦。。。没关系，我相信时间一到，我的亲爱的会出现。毕竟是人生过程吗。

好坏之人

2010-07-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

现在从我家窗口望出去，是一片快要下大雨的天空，一边听‘全世界都停了电’。。超有feel的。看过这么多部的偶像剧，好人坏人看了也不少。一直觉得我应该是好人，不过我想现实当中我也许是坏人吧？！真不想当呢！！真是负面的感觉，不爽！只好加油证明我至少在我的生活圈子里，我至少是好人咯。。。哈哈。。。

2010-07-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

mei's birthday today!! really wish her a happy 10th bdae!!

choices left..

2010-07-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

my paths crossed again...mgs & swimming life is my sensitive spot. frm swimmer 2 runner...
~MGS to YCSS
~Swimming to Scouts
but i have 2 say tt my sec. life is much happier compared 2 my primary sch life...no doubt bout tt...but a branded life n neighbourhood life is really different...sometimes i think is my choice correct, or mark my biggest mistake in my life? hoping i will not regret my choice now, cos it is really too late, might as well enjoy it then, RIGHT?!
hoping 2 stay happy...

now!

2010-06-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

i jus said yesterday tti enjoy my lifestyle right now, right? Today jus happen some things both made me cry...1 is felicia saying things, intentionally or not, tt made me stress and angry and i let it out by crying infront of some PLC ppl. wanted tok 2 jy bout it but she say she noe, but i jus wan to let the steam out, looks like i jus need to swallow it seeing when i will vomit it all out!(WA~! EWW PHRASING)Another thing is involving of course my home...morning, mama 不知道为什么开始发脾气，念念didi...过了一天就把气转移到我身上，好难过哦。。我没有故意让他有理由骂我，第一首歌也是因为他我才听的。jus feeling sad sad, wan say or write, but my black book no space so write here...really should not let 'he' noe im happy, cos jus 1 day, he can take it all away..hahah@.@...haixz...

目前。。

2010-06-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

kinda enjoying th pace of my lifestyle right now. time can b said to b evenly spread around. Class, remedial, meet-out with friends to do work and joke around, go home and slack till go sleep... i really do hope tt all the bad emotions will go away. 人的七情六欲不会缠上我。毕竟只要有颗纯白无邪的心，才会得到快乐，平静。

Everything on my mind now

2010-06-26T02:13:00.000-07:00

is it jus me, or the day is real dark....not only tat bastard n bitch came, i found tat i really hv no place in the troop. but i should already noe tat as a fact. My presence in the troop is only a pure waste. really tired of scouts liao, how to let it all go???
Also, noticing the new toys around the ppl i noe seems weird...not sure of wad i wan. ‘好奇’或者是‘吃不到葡萄，说葡萄酸’？I really don wan to become tt kind of person. Ruining my good day, r u happy? FUCKING SOAB!!!! ltw (writing e full name make feel real disgusted!!)

Digi Scan

2010-06-24T08:02:00.000-07:00

hehe...i am SO delighted!! I've already finish 4 seasons of Digimon...Adventure 1 & 2, Tamers and Frontier. Wow, i can jus start writing their stories right now. But still control the urge is KEY! there is the knowledge, sincerity, love, courage, light, hope, kindness, reliability and friendship for the adventure part. then 金，木，水，火，土，风，雷，电，冰 n 暗。
oh no! loving digimon....gg on to Data Squad...ok then...

messy!

2010-06-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

不知道为什么最近常常想起一些很不愉快的过去。我以前所做错的事情一件件的浮现在我的脑海里，想逃也逃不了。是不是有什么事将要发生？心情也是起伏不定。。我真的好乱哦！

2010-06-03T06:32:00.000-07:00

I am losing it...Im no longer strong as i thought...still comparing myself with others, who am i 2 do so?! Is scout losing me or is it me losing scout?? i am very tired...i do not hv the ability 2 control and focus...wad happen 2day made me sure of tis decision. My rank...hahah...wad a laugh...i am not born 2 do tis i guess. Im still the same old me, sitting alone in the linkway waiting and hoping ppl will take notice of me, saying sth to me, but i am still the one tt say i wan 2 be alone...ke bei...
''U need 2 treat someone like how u wanted them 2 treat u...'' JOKE! guess i am tired of everything...the useless ranks, the names, the responsibility, the ppl, scout...I JUS WAN TO LEAVE ALL TIS BEHIND...i dont wan it

2010-06-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

don ever think bad about a person! when u us start, it will be really hard to work with them...onli then life gets in ur way cos ur heart is

seeing spark!

2009-11-13T06:35:00.000-08:00

i guess i am starting to forget 静了。All my peace...why am i all getting upset again? very stupid leh, just hoping that i will soon forget all the unhappy stuff. lyke wad wang rui say i must be always happy. Life is already short enough, i should not add more pressure to it right?! 光是我现在最想放进我人生里的element. 加油！wishing myself to get all better again, be happy!

enjoying, 1st time facial!

2009-11-06T00:43:00.000-08:00

WAhahahahahah....!!! Today go facial with my mummy leh...got the steam on my face and use white colour cream thing also. make until face very shiny sia, but i like my nose the best,hahah...so fun but also very cold got do a bit massage as well. All the wad hei tou, bai tou got out, but super pain! Plus all free! Wahahahahah!!! all my teeth wan laugh out liao sia. now super sleepy but still continuing with accounts! zzzz...must have work to enjoy, no pain no gain

wad i am doing!

2009-11-04T17:31:00.000-08:00

lately, im working all day doing accounts and stuff....see the calculation for houses and stuff. and i am partly in charge of 1 new project, not bad feeling leh...hehe...seeing so much numbers and company names, invoice no. wa! but get to do work on bed in air-con room also very man zu leh! feeling i grown up by little....hahah....hope will help in my poa next yr lo...^^

don wan to be bothered by bithches around me, they will soon get kicked out of my life one. life too short 2 be mad about them, nothing much more than dung in my way.

我的未来！

2009-10-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

今天又去了Mt Faber走走了，不过不是我带人，而是被带。是和会和我明年同班（一半）去走的。没想到会和Michelle, Joanne, Veron, Sin Yee, Famidha, William, Novin, Jian Rong, Nicholas, Ivan, Justin...same class! 现在不用七月就已经被灵缠身咯！开玩笑！会和原本相处两年的人分开，感觉怪怪的（当然啦！废话！！）。不过和我的frenenemy分开，会有些的舍不得耶。我看像是降级了，不过事实上我和A Maths又不合，所以也就去不了e1 and e2了啦（至少是这么安慰自己的。。）。
我不要让自己委屈的跟在一个不会领情的人的屁股后，多孬啊！我的未来我会自己创造！今天玩游戏，牵了好多人的手哦，粘粘的。而且发现了我的trainer的味道，是和我那只大猫（yanzhi）一模一样的。臭死我了哦！我也拿了个超级无敌大的水壶，也就成为今天的watercooler了。哈哈。。。希望我的未来是有光在照亮的！

wads on!

2009-10-25T04:07:00.000-07:00

2moro got the sec 2 day camp, haixz...must bring mestin also leh. But i think of bringing jack-knife as well, become scout until 'siao' liao la...haha. then also think of bring extra clothes & is put in ziplock 1 leh. All is sister island camp make one lor! i going 'siao' liao lor. HOW!

lately

2009-10-21T06:08:00.000-07:00

school is damm bloody boring...haixz...now i noe why they always wan 2 ask students hv creativity cause teachers and HOD have none. All the activities really kns sia. MEN!!! rather stay home or help at office lo! but if got $$ related activities then no choice la, slacking at scouts lately, holiday mood still not off yet. but hope will start working hard laio la. but trip so ex bothered of wether 2 go or not leh,how? $$$

放不下

2009-10-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

我不想放不下，可是心里不懂为什么就是有一丝牵挂，绘制不去。想着以前的一切，怎样都会有一些不舍。你真的离开了吗？为什么还出现来打扰我的思绪呢？怀念，想念，遗憾，后悔，难过，妒嫉。。。的感觉缠着我不放，我是不是真的放不下？

可是我有自信，只要我愿意，世上没有我蔡馥茗做不到的事！就像我的学业一样！

stress!!!!

2009-10-07T06:26:00.000-07:00

how? i am starting to feel afraid tt how my maths and science will end up...and i am stupidly giving myself extra pressure by finding myself a invisible rival. very funny right! wo you zai pa...how...i don wan 2 go 2 'N'. Wishing tt my last minute effort would hv a little pay off. Just get a pass is already very good for me...JIA YOU LA!

lin lai sui is also taking up a lot of stess from chu xing, but she hv liang by her side to support her. hope i can also handle tis upcoming pressure...

学习

2009-09-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

After the sis. island camp, 我学会了要开口问，大家需要彼此来成长，独自的力量是不够的。不带表经验多一些就很了，must try out others idea. We need each other, although atill thinks she's stm a bitch but will soon usto it right. The batteries also need + & - to work right? Learning through all the process....yeah! 我们会战胜这一且！

时机

2009-08-19T02:30:00.000-07:00

我现在心情一不好就会写部落格，等着瞧吧！那就很明显我今天又心情不好了。我很清楚每个人都会有脾气但我为什么都找不到对的timing呢。不停的惹人生气。可是我真的没恶意啊，不过伪装心和自尊心有时太强了，会硬对硬。只是想搞笑，不过让人觉得我没尊重他。可是当我都全程认认真真，就会开时嫉妒那些可以放松和老师开玩笑。为什么我做的时候就会有反效果？天生还是我真的那么笨？不过还好的是他还有两节课，我也只需要上一节内的半小时，就可以有学校的subsidise $30.（自尊心又开始作祟）加油，看好时机在做事，不要感情用事。

加油词>.<

2009-07-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

最近真的非常闷啊。为什么呢？也许是他们害的吧：Ah Ling, Felicia, JY, Ms Kang, Ms Low, other teachers, 家里人，延和Zann吧。烦哦！很想找人开口，但不懂要找谁，也开不了口，所以决定写部落格的。快收不了了，不懂我还能支撑多久？这是长大的过程吗？好难哦，但我也很清楚我一定要加油不然以后就没办法做大事了。加油！！！不要让这些事打倒你的斗志。如果需要哭，就一次过哭出来，别闷着，明天还是一条好汉子！

领悟！

2009-07-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

我此刻明白了一个道理，原来在家好吃懒做只会带来一开始的快乐，但也会带来接下来的苦。在别人上学，而我则在家里看偶像剧。我一开始超开心，超兴奋，但四天后会感到乏味，对未来产生恐惧，怕学校的功课会不会很多，也在课堂学到了什么。我有点想回到学校了呢。奇迹吧！但我深深的相信很快。。。。我。。。。。又。。。。。会。。。。。讨厌上学地！哈哈！就尽量enjoy这最后几天吧。下星期得回去学校，耘青 I'M BACK!

PLTC thanking tok

2009-06-15T07:21:00.000-07:00

muhahahaha, 我现在超proud的sia. 哈哈哈，给我proud tok abit...YEA! 可以说我可是赢到两项奖的大工程哦！没我应该不太可能会赢到哦。Best cheer i must thank wee keong, cause i thought of him when i am shouting, thats why louder than normal, 感谢‘小强’少爷！至于Best patrol activity mah, must thank John: giving quiz when we busy listen to teachings, Derek and Keeve: for falling, though not on purpose, Wu Ying: letting me carry....hahaha...Gerald for contiue with CPR lesson. AND most IMPORTANT....ME...HAHAHAHAHHA....lovs

今天之趣事！

2009-06-06T05:25:00.000-07:00

哈哈！好开心哦！我们赢了第二哦！厉害吧！虽然辛苦可是现在回想起来还蛮值得的啦。而且我们没做鸡蛋料理，那只鸡也被掉在地上几次，鸡头没砍，半生不熟的，煮出来的饭也被TY Sir吐出来，虾也不懂从做了几次，这样也能赢第二？！好怀疑哦，呵呵呵。而且功劳被臭SPL拿去，不过算好的是他给我，JY和YR发泄，给我们打，算绕了他吧！

好烦哦！

2009-06-05T04:51:00.000-07:00

How!! 真的好烦哦，可是我还是得面对现实的。过了几天的‘平静’日子，我今天又得回去烦恼的生活。我不可以那么没责任感，不能把我的人丢这不理啊？！毕竟我算是我Patrol 的脑，他们则是身体。我得负责运作，不然他们就会像是行尸走肉。。。加油，蔡馥茗！！！

STC camp!! (1st day)

2009-04-01T06:21:00.001-07:00

1st day of camp:
5.00-8.00 am:
Wake up alone at home cause others went Malaysia. After that leave at 6.20 cause must reach LPS at 7.00 but then stupid bus 30 come only at 6.50. But felt much better when saw 1 JSS scout and 2 cubs same bus. Later got briefing by Eugene Sir then also hear some of our ventures got scolded. But found Felicia will come late, so at first ask me take over awhile but later is WHOLE camp!!! OMG! Also found that I am under WK.
8.00-8.30 am:
Go collect my Six 13 group. 3 from NXPS and 10 from LPS. All gals, but i that type that quiet so really afraid i cant make them hyper enough. But lucky got go the LINE camp or else might be hard sia...I asked my group to form 1 line then according to namelist. WK's Maxyn is the 1st on list. Jasmine is last one.
8.30-11.00 am:
Is flag break, never see so mant ppl flag break together leh, so zhuang guan! After that I am suppose to do Ice Breaker. Took games from LINE to play with them. They really energetic sia, can run over and over, I really old liao lo. Is play Cling game (Bamboo) with them then is Beating Game (Neighbour) them. Then WK came made himself luv by them and officially got 'King Kong' this nickname.
11.00-12.00 pm:
Ask them to build the tent!!! Super hard to ask them work together and Medeline really unpopular with the group, really pity her at that time so wanted to group her in with them. The XN gals sleep together and my group just also added Devi cause she got bullied in her Six. Then teach them what is the DOs and DO NOTs.
12.00-12.45 pm:
Finally all the tents are safely up and all well organise in their groups. Went all to lunch, I swipe up everything and lucky got orange juice. Found out that can treat them a bit like how i treat my sister, can order them about for a bit. Hehehe...Then got some Jurong Bird Park briefing and got the ponchos.
12.45-5.30 pm:
Leave for Bird Park. And sleep at bus...zzz...got walk a lot with them to shows after that have heavy rain then went shelter played 'Tazan the Monkey Man' with them. Then came back to LPS.
5.30-7.00 pm:
Wash up then eat dinner. I go eat with the other trainers. Later is doing some reflection with my darlings. Have to ask what you learn ah and stuff. And finally noe the meaning of sixer. And also help them clean-up the wet tent and clear up their 'rubbish'. Taboleitahan...ground so wet till my socks also wet...my shoes also but only 1 side...
7.00- 10.50~pm:
They have their lessons of 1st aid, knots and KOM. At their first aid lesson I was sleeping at one corner and went take medicine from Ming Tat for my headache. Then at the knots one is Silent Arrow teaching but found my 'Sheep Bend' suck sia...heh. Then at KOM, I was sitting on the table behind hearing wad Hamtaro (Desmond Leong) is teaching also got see all cubs cant tahan go into dreamland liao..haha...and started to feel sth.
10.50-11.30~pm:
Have oreo supper than i think is hear WK say sth but cant remember...hahah...some sleep on table. But then still got something until lenghten the time.
1.00-2.30~am:
Got debrief for the trainers and instructors. After that tired until forgot to brush teeth and meditate then go sleep without shower also. I slept on 3 tables and my sleeping bag is the pillow.

回复：

2009-04-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

关于keys得事宜，我只能说是一个小误会。如果我有心的想玩你，我大可说我没看见。更可以叫我老爸吃饱饭，冲完凉后才送还给你。没必要把我妹妹和老爸扯进来，搞到我老爸很迟才回到家。也许在学校不甩你，是我还不能接受你那天晚上跟我要回KEYS的恶劣的态度和语气。但我赞成能跟你配合关于scout的事物。我会公事公办，私人恩怨看着办。

我依然还是我，即然话不投机，半句多，要你所说的忍我让我，我认为没这个必要。你自己看着办。

Knowledge..

2009-04-01T05:13:00.000-07:00

Maybe i dont hate JY, or dont want to hate, but i am now blessed with a happy family. I am already very content with my life now. Though there is never happy ending in my life of friendship, but who always will have 两全其美? I now should focus on my study, taiji, reading and being a good pl. May the peace in my heart be with me always...

I finally felt it!

2009-03-31T04:48:00.000-07:00

I was feeling 'why' the main 'Gong Zhu Bang' people hate JY so much when I was still with her, but now I can finally feel it! Guess that I also hate JY lor. But just surprise that I will actually have a day to hate her lyke that, haha...Guess I now start to noe myself better since I meditated, whooo...But I should now be used to it liao lo, so I shall wait for my next stop for more ppl to come into my life! Waiting....

Today!

2009-03-29T05:35:00.001-07:00

Found a bad point of a PL and that is must sms alot and some members dont have or dont want give me hp, cause me to call their home! heh...today is detention for me lo cause late for school on fri. and cant run cause sprained ankle, so it is two hours spend in there and missed maths remedial! And inside I the only girl sia and most non-chinese, sian. Too sian liao, so decided to take nap but end up kanna scolded by Ah Voon. ABCD! But still free at 3.30, not much difference from out from prison sia, haha. Later alone go library return and borrowed books. 1 is 'The Powers To Lead' , want to become the of me in scouts cause that is so far only way that I can prove something lor, so I will try to do good! Of course cannot forget to borrow 'xiao shuo' lo.
Thats all...

Promotion! ~.~

2009-03-29T05:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is scout promotion day! I got 3 ranks sia! Though very happy, but also very stress sia, no joke noe! 1st is zi qian's pioneering AIC, 2nd is QM and lastly is the PL for patrol A. I really wanted to change to other patrol sia, cause already stay in patrol A for very long liao, so want to go somewhere else. But since my fate is already like that, so no choice lo.

My members are:

~Wei Jie

~Dawn

~Ming Xuan

~Haja

~Wen Wei

~Ernest (APL)

Just gone up to be QM yesterday but got punishment right away. Cause I never ask Zi Qian and Yan Zhi to take off their shoes when they gone in the Scout Room. Sian sia...heh...what good days will in store for me, I really dont dare to expect too much. So WISH ME GOOD LUCK!

Complicated...

2009-03-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

Getting super emo lately...heh...maybe too into moon and sun. But also don noe how to put it la. Just found out that moon and sun tution together. No biggy, think just feeling bit left out, but prob. is i walked out myself, so just complicated! But according to my primary school life, i should already be used to loneliness but i still feel sad...really dont noe wad i thinking sia...hope i can soon understand myself...

My Home!

2009-03-04T05:38:00.000-08:00

What is the TRUE meaning of home? A place to sleep and eat? A place that is filled with people that concerns and love you? Someplace that you are able to finally strip your mask you wear outside and be your ture self? A place that you are able to hide when you a feeling down and alone? The place that you wish tou are always in? My home is all that! But its really a big MESS! So I am determined to clean my house up 2moro! Nothing going to change that....

This Sat. got archery, quite excited sia, heheh...although not 1st time. Got do before when I was in MGS, but I am sure that those rich brats cant hold a candle to my Cougar scouts! v.v heheh....waiting for that day 2 come!

我是爱哭包！

2009-03-03T04:56:00.000-08:00

我承认，我真的超容易也超爱哭的哦！如果想把我最近所哭出来的泪装起来，肯能可以fill-up正个reservoir。我能哭的点真的数也数不清呀。像：家庭，朋友，偶像剧，被欺负，好玩，emo...爱哭的我，该喝少一点水，这样想哭也哭不出来啦！厉害吧！哈哈哈哈。。。太阳，星星与月亮是我们的记号!

Hoping this day will end soon....

2009-02-25T06:49:00.000-08:00

This year birthday is rather 'unforgettable'. Got cheated by Charlene & Low Jia Yuan. Bluff me say Charlene not coming to KTV cause dhe wants revenge for last year matter but ended up at Chervon 1st floor blowing balloons inside got star star to surprise me. Made me cry for no bloody reason sia. But when I reached home still got something same as last year: my mom saying ' whats so big deal about your bithday, made everyone suffer...' Very sad la, but nvm la...decided on no point of wasting $ and ended up no one enjoyed. Also found out that my grandmother felt sad that I never invite her go, now that I think about it, I HATE myself for forgetting such a important person of my life. I really can feel the pain that she feels when she was alone at home with not able to celebrate with me. I SUX! How can I do that to her! Really wish time will move back, and let me not hurt anyone in my life. I cant stand this me who is so selfish and useless...really...I cant bear to hurt her anymore. How can I FORGET?!

Funny vid. I took in Jinan!

2009-01-03T05:32:00.000-08:00

They are singing 中国话。And the 1st gal is another freak just that in china version! But why must Ryan come and 抢镜头！？

1st post of 2009!!

2009-01-03T03:31:00.000-08:00

1st day of school was not rather fun also got scolded by Govin! Ultra sian sia but got new canteen, that's a rather encouraging thing for me. heheh...

Today was extremely tiring cause got opening and also Founder's Day! So got to train on marching etc. But got punish by Tat Yong Sir for forgetting my green booklet. Sian!!! Later all we new Sec. 2s go learn Knots 2 from Kayle and Jin Wei. Ater that I & Jia Yuan go help a bit with pioneering, but few minutes later Sherlyn move me to help Jia Min cause I am still her AIC, so have to help her. But still ended up with Wee Keong to march! Got scolded again, this time is everyone by Ragu Sir! But for truth that we really lack of discipline so cant help it la. After awhile got called out by Wee Keong to go help Yu Xuan (still got 嫌弃 by him for helping at UG campfire) to do the metal thing. Not long after got called to help Gabriel with more pioneering moving the parka wood. Much marching after that!!!

SUPER SIAN DAY!

HALO, i am back!

2008-12-01T21:59:00.000-08:00

Just returned back from China this morning at 5.50 a.m. Then I went to terminal 2 and waited for the scouts there. Ate Burger King, but I was too early so I go walk here and there and slept for awhile....When I woke up, they were all there in fall-in position...hahah, so poor thing. Will update pics when got time...gtg

被骗的滋味真不好受 -_-

2008-11-13T09:56:00.000-08:00

闷呀。早上啊，‘有人’打电话来叫我穿游泳衣去她家被她去游泳。我就说好啊，虽然外头下着倾盆大雨，待会儿有跟佳人有约，我还是手忙脚乱的吧我分内的教务做好，换好游泳衣后打算出门，没想到到啊约我去的‘那个人’sms了我说要我去完约会在早她游泳。(我体内的火慢慢的起咯）那想不如玩电脑，玩了一会儿，她又sms我说可能没机会游泳了，要我去她家拜托她妈让我们去！还蛮麻烦的哦！我当然说不行啊！那又在过了一会儿，她sms来说不游了。是你的话，会不会火大嘛。又懒得脱泳衣，就干脆穿了它一整天咯。。。气死人了！

后来去见了Jia Min & Roshini. Roshini还赞美了我的想出来的idea，还蛮得意的，哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。

越想越不爽。。

2008-11-09T05:57:00.000-08:00

昨天啊，还以为能平平静静的过一天，但是，美梦总是难成真。Scout meeting完了之后，Teck Wei 叫了十个帮手去整理Scout Room。我就去啦。打扫完毕后，想和佳缘离开那，但，一堆Bangaladesh阻挡了我们的出路。我们只好上楼找Miss Kang救命啦。不知后来他们连老师也不给面子不让我们出去，他们还要我们用一个锁住的门出去！没道理嘛！那是只好照样做啊，不然我们就没得离开了啊。Sherlyn果然是名不虚传得女中好杰啊，是第一个爬过去的呀（了不起！）Miss Kang而是第二位。对于她是大人的方面，所以重了些，就需要一些人的‘帮助’。我本尊就是第三位！可是那几位Bangala趁我爬一半之后才对我们其他人说他带他们‘离开’，不必爬！你想想看，爬了那么辛苦，那个fence还有尖尖的刺，而且快要成功的时候，有人跟你说有short-cut! 换成是你，看你会不会火大到想杀人！我还是爬了过去，而且好像还有其他的男ventures又爬。可是他们不管怎么样，都没有前三位女中好杰厉害！HEH!

Reporting from Thailand! (Part 2)

2008-11-06T06:27:00.000-08:00

~1 of the picture from a 1000 years temple.

~My travelling bus...very comfy
~The royal temple I went after the elephant ride.. ~Inside the temple
~The preserved monk in the temple, scary...., there is also his fake teeth and his foot-print.
~Inside the temple after the elephant ride. ~The people that was welcoming us with a dance. ~The string (twine) to put around ur head when the monk prayed.
~My father and sister on the elephant...hahah ~The villagers that was watching us when we were on the elephant..kinda proud sia
~This 2 are the 'shuai ge' & 'mei nu' of the tour!
~My father's friend and father's friend's wife.
~The children that was watching us on the elephant ride..
~Me and my grandmother on the ride.
~Another pic. of 'shuai ge' and 'mei nu'.
~The stairs that we must climb before we climb up to the elephant.

~Cute pic. of elephant mama and baby...
~Breakfast picture before we went for the ride..
~The pic. of a temple when we are on the way to Surin... ~This pic. is taken before we went to Surin...the guy in pink is the Master's brother also the tour guide..

*Will put more pic. of the 1000 years temple...

Reporting from Thailand! (Part 1)

2008-11-01T16:58:00.000-07:00

I am now in Surin, Thailand. Using the hotel's com. hahah....going to check-out in awhile and take bus back to Bangkok, but before that, we are going to the historical museum, dont noe will be boring or not?? The hotel here is DAMM nice and view is purrfect....I call some scouts yesterday night to ask where are they...Wee Keong (never answer, never go!), Gabriel Foo (naver answer but called back later when i was sleeping, but signal too lousy so cant hear me..), Roshini (got answer but never go), Teck Wei is the only one that answered my call, can hear me and got go for hike! Wanted to ask what was happening and know that he was right beside Pandan Reservoir, VERY near my house sia...! Got the info. of Tat Yong Sir and Gabriel is with Patrol A, C & E i think....Luckily I never go hahah. Will try to put picture on next post so wit and SEE. O.o

Potential...?

2008-10-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

Today some people were called back to stay for extra meeting. Jia Min, Kayle, Jin Wei, Roshini, Yi Ting, Yan Zhi, Zi Qian, Kumaran V., Wei Xuan, Gabriel Foo, Sherlyn, Wee Keong, Jun Shan, Tat Yong Sir, Jason Kng, Freak, Wan Yi, Jia Yuan and ME! We were said not to say it and keep it to ourselves so thats all.

3-4 hours drive!

2008-10-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

My mommy and me set off at 12~p.m. from Pioneer Road North to Sims Drive. My my, we drive can drive on 1 place for 3 rounds, hahah.....We really did spent alot of time, maybe we already travelled 1/2 of Singapore. Can you imagine sitting in a vehicle for so long in your own country?! But its a nice trip and it brought my relations with my mommy closer. Plus there is a miricle that she bought me durian cause she hates it. Love lasts forever!

MAD!

2008-10-13T22:10:00.000-07:00

Boring boring boring! Xian ah, been to counselling yesterday. Hope it really will not affect my Shandong trip, but even so, not really wanting to go now! Very angry with some people like Wu Yee Ling, Veronica, Fiona, Lea, Bryanesh, Wei Xuan, Yan Zhi, Loh Teck Wei...Hope can get the anger out of me soon before I go bonkers! peace........!

Badminton!

2008-10-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

Morning got go back school take scout photo, must wear the full U. ultra hot lor! Then I got stand beside Sherlyn when taking photo and Miss Kang sits infront of me. On the candid shot, Gabriel then sits infront of me, then I got pull his ear until red sia, heheh...

Then today also not really happy when playing badminton cause got left out from game....-_-'' Main reason is more people came and joined us, they are Pandan Pri. 3 - 5 boys. Then Famidha wanted to get skinny so she continued to play then....heh.....I also want to loose some weight also wad, not only her, so kinda moody...But not angry with her la! Now I am watching the last episode of 学警雄心, SO sad leh, then got cry la...heheh...malu...But life still goes on, SMILEZ ALWAYS!

The play...

2008-10-06T05:15:00.000-07:00

Got a little moody today after exam, cause didn't do very well for science paper. But Mr Yar let Jia Yuan, Felicia and me help him take things from D&T blk to the staff room, then got earned $5 to split, hahahaha.....(ULTRA happy!) The $5 turned to 3 canned drinks and 6 mantous and have $0.10 change. Walk with Yan to MRT then bb.

Later, Famidha called to go play badminton, we then met up at 5.45 - 7.05 pm. At about 6.50 pm, we met some malay Ah Beng. One of them is said to be from Yuan Ching Sec 4. haha...there was about 6-7 guys, some are smokers. Then got 1 say want to v.s. 2 on 2. But luckily we are going home, so no chance la, PLS la who want to play with smokers!!! Now safe at home, happily watching my tv...nitez!

今年的儿童节！

2008-10-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

今年肯定是全新加坡Sec. 1的心痛日，因为这是我们真正失去儿童节的第一年。。今年我特别的怀念小学的儿童节节目啊，回想起那时的欢乐和有老师的免费礼物。。都是往事了。可是这也代表我们有了成长，也变懂事了。祖1995年生的宝宝，以后每年的儿童节泡汤了，可是不能放弃，要加油!!!

好久不见！

2008-09-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

好久没写blog了，好怀念哦。明天有英文Paper 2和Arabic，然后星期二有Maths！ehhhhhhhhhh。。。。必死无疑。。但还是要加油！只要相信就会看见幸福綠光！

Everything...

2008-09-10T05:06:00.000-07:00

On monday, I found out that I am 1 of the chosen 5 to go Ji Nan & Beijing, China. Fiona didn't get to go....sadding....but no way I am giving up my chance for her although the other 4 wants her to come. Another surprise is that Theon and Ryan are coming!!! Great shock to me. And brought back Theon's water bottle cause wanted to get revenge for scaring me. hehehe... Tuesday, I really not want to go to Arabic but no choice...ehhh.......but a surprise follows... That is most of the pupils are malays and they were fasting, so we were let out half an hour earlier, YEAH! Today, met up with Wang Yan and bullied Famidha for awhile then go to work at my father's office. 1 hr, $5! Great salary, hope the days days infront of me will go smoothly, SMILEZZ..

The SARFA!

2008-09-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

We scout went to Yishun's SARFA on Sat! It was soooo fun, we Patrol A, B, C, D, E & F was split into half as A, B & C in group A and D, E & F in group B! Group A did rock-climbing first then swap to canopy walk. At rock-climbing, I did well except that my legs trembled but still okay.Mr Kham was stuck halfway and Tat Yong sir climbed also, he did well! Sherlyn also got stuck there for 1-2 mins. When I am nearly up there, there was hardly anymore rocks left, Teck Wei cheered for me. Although it was a good thing, but it will make me loose concentration, not adding on Wei Xuan annoying looks looking at me.
After a 10 mins break, we moved on to the conopy walk, which is 18-m above ground level.

(The Rock climb!) >> There was 4 stages and you go in 2s. My partner was WenWei, she walks behind me. Then, when I was halfway finishing the 2nd stage, WenWei sets off and fall! The whole thing shakes. Miracle thing is that she fell, but she can balance on the wires and was able to stand back up again. This also happened in the 4th stage. After everyone finishes, there is still time for 2nd round, I went, this time with Jason Kng. We stucked there for awhile cause there was a traffic jam. But everything still went smoothly except that Hari actually wanted me to do pumpings went I was on the wire, hahah....
(The 1st stage)

(WenWei falling down on 4th stage)

ThE SeP. HoLIdaY!! ^.^

2008-09-05T00:31:00.000-07:00

<<[Kazue Loo Ping Hui]

This holiday, could say that it is quite fun, I think.... On Wed, my family checked-in into a chalet. Swimming pool, karaoke, arcade, etc.... Plus my 2 Japanese cousins came and stay. Kazue is the only one that sleep-over. They came in the morning and Koei would go home with Aunt Rie at night and sleep cause he is still not 5 yet. Kazue and my sis. get along quite well, so she stayed on both night. 1st night I get to sleep the queen size bed all by myself, BUT I need to sleep on the sofa on the 2nd night, ArgHHHHHHH..........! (Back pain alert!) Did not sleep well and keep waking up. Cause on the 1st night only got 4 people sleeping in, 2 on the bed (me & me mother) and 2 on materess (me sis & Kazue), my mother moved and sleep with them in the middle of the night so the whole bed was mine! The 2nd night my daddy came and sleep, so in order to let Kazue sleep-over, I lied that I will not be sleeping the whole night and landed up in the torture of the sofa. Today checked-out and tomorrow got scout outing early in the morning, TORTURE lies infront of me.............

Yesterday Campfire @ Poly.

2008-08-31T07:46:00.000-07:00

Morning got scout meeting then evening got campfire until 10.00 pm. Really a big pain! In morning, they (ASPL & some PLs) want us to train our sing and cheer. Singing the cheer is really scary, cause everyone sian of that cheer, and still want us to sing it so many times plus I never sleep well the night before. Then got game, Captain's Ball. Patrol A (Bryanesh, Wen Wei, Junaini & ME!) v.s. Pltrol D (Roshini, Noraini, Meng Kiat, Zi Qian & Ernest)

Out numbered is already losing half of the game and plus we only 1 guy and 3 sec. 1 girls! Who ask useless YanZi and Hari never come. Qi si wo le! 1st round of game we of course lose although Gabriel, then we 3 go toilet and mumble....Sherlyn heard and say will join in next game! (Sure Win already) Teck Wei also came and join in cause Junaini don't want play, but later got taken over by Gabriel. 有那对恩爱夫妻党，会把对手打个落花流水，跪地求饶。包赢的啦！

Then been asked by Teck Wei to go poly. early to help-out. Said ok, but I was late so turned out going there myself instead of going with Kalye and others. But that place is easy to find so I was save! Got help to carry lots of New Water and boxes of biscuits. We started taking the New Water 2 at a time, but the 2nd round I took 3 and all the other guys started following. Plus I ran while others walked to get the stock, we carried chairs too to the field where the camp-fire would be held.

We get to be archers, to lead everyone in. Me & Mei Yin or Zi was standing at the opening of the poly right at the cross-junction of the MRT. We saw a group of primary school first then few minutes later our own people, cause there was no bus to send them, hahah! Our job was later taken by Pang pang and Geow geow. Then tends to have lots of 缘分 with WuHan (someone that wanted to get Yan's no. during the football game @ St. Joseph.)

Camp-fire was boring, even Tat Yong sir says so! We cleaned up the place and got Wei Xuan bring us (all sec 1s) to MRT. Went home smelly, dirty, hungry and tired. The thing ends up ending at 11.00+ pm. I slept at 12.00 am cause online. Nowhere to sleep cause my place was taken up by my sis.

Wednesday got go chalet, I am VERY sure it will not be very fun cause hardly anyone is coming...sadding.....Wish I can really 只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了！

On Friday........

2008-08-31T07:10:00.000-07:00

Could say that Charlene and I patched up. But still a little 后遗症。说真的，没有完全好噢，心还有点怪怪的感觉，哈哈。 (Fake Laugh...) Then Friday after Teachers' Day celebration, I went back to MG (main reason is to pick up my sis), but did give any of the Teachers present. Then met Bex, Rosie, Cassie, Grace, Janice, Shanna, Siow Ching, Amelia, Marrisa, Melody, Amber.......................................................Then went to play basketball, walk around and lastly went to McDonald. Got back my primary school feeling, lonely feeling, my primary school memories can say that 85+% did not went well. That day although I did not have any good expectations, but it still turn out ULTRA lousy..!

The fall-out!

2008-08-28T05:50:00.000-07:00

Officially declare that Charlene and I quarreled and currently enemies. Wanted to say sorry to JiaYuan cause she is the bridge between us，委屈你啦，对不起佳缘！Holidays coming and hope it might cool both of us down, not dreaming that we might be good frewns again, but at least not treating each other like enemy. Never see Rozita for the pass 2 days, so happy! But SA2 coming also, so wish everyone get good grades and pass!

Alot of things happened, but still little to write.............

2008-08-26T06:14:00.001-07:00

Saw Sam Leong this morning when I went to the mass run. Saw him riding a bicycle heading Lakeside MRT, hahah quite funny. Then cried today cause got hit on the shoulder by Sherlyn, hate now still filled in my mind(a bit). I HATE PEOPLE HITING MY SHOULDER OR BACK! Charlene knows that the best, hehhe......Then I found today that there are people that don't know me as I thought and starting to loose hope in them. Another day filled with mixed feelings.

At Debate................^

2008-08-25T05:16:00.000-07:00

Today I at first thought that got the actual debate which was set 2 weeks ago, but Sadika, William and Sureka did not come so it is pushed to next week. hahahahah............happy sia, cause I never prepare. Then heard Theon explain the motion in Chinese, VERY ULTRA FUNNY! What 那个人杀那个人。。。。Cause our motion was ' Capital Punishment should be abolish! ' I was in the oppo. so we basically is saying killing is correct for punishment. Then I was in tie with Famidha for the best speaker, but she won. I agree she did better then me cause she was more organise then I am. Nvm. Will Be Be Back! ack For The Better.
And today Ryan and Theon got beaten by me on the stomach. hahahaha, 活该！And got 2 more new people join in. Ching Han & Nicolas. 希望我们会合作愉快！

ToDAyS!

2008-08-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

My maths not that bad after all, I got 26/40 & 25/30 for science. Roti Prata face looked soo sad although she said she is happy for the class to get all passed. hahah..... Then I today very emo lor, did not bother to talk to JiaYuan & Charlene also cause no energy ah. No eat breakfast, recess also stay in library to watch Olympic and sit on beanbag. After recess, people in class want to watch the table-tennis China v.s. S'pore. Then I creeped back to library while others stand near staircase and watch.

After that go swimming with them although I was suppose to stay in school and do exercise. I do on purpose one lah. After that went back to school cause got scout. Today Wee Keong got bullied again, heihhhh.......sad for him. Then Teck Wei asked me to help to take care the Scout Flag and his file. Oooooooo.

Scout today, we did marching on the spot sia, but I forgot nearly all the commands. Very tiring and nearly I dehydrated. Then got 10 mins water-break, soooooo happy. Then we got also learn the new scout cheer, a bit lame but still very nice. I also got chance to bully Sherlyn cause I call her Mrs Foo like Freak. Just remembered that I also quarrel with Brayanesh, that bloody idiot! And I scold vulgarities also, I myself for doing so cause should had used debate on him. Sad...

Happy+Sadness= TORTURE!

2008-08-20T02:45:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of school common test, yea! But I stilll have arabic oral tomorrow, AHHHHH, I don't even know how to read the basic. Looks like there is only the choice of failing. Crycrycry...................Really, I want to quit and give up leh. May force be with me...........

Taken from 1 of my e-mails.

2008-08-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

Dart Test..
A young lady named Sally, relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith . She says that Dr. Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons. One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day. On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry, and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture. Sally's friend drew a picture of who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her drawing, even drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with the overall effect she had achieved. The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students threw their darts with such force that their targets were ripping apart. Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with disappointment when Dr. Smith , because of time limits, asked the students to return to their seats. As Sally sat thinking about how angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts at her target. Dr. Smith began removing the target from the wall. Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus. A hush fell over the room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus; holes and jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced. Dr. Smith said only these words....' In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me .' Matthew 25:40. No other words were necessary; the tears filled eyes of the students focused only on the picture of Christ. This is an easy test; you score 100 or zero . It's your choice. If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Jesus said, ' If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you, before My Father.' Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says. Isn't it funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. Or is it scary? Isn't it funny how someone can say ' I believe in God ' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God ). Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and! they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord , people think twice about sharing . Isn't it funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace. Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week. Are you laughing? Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them. Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me?

I thought of this now cause my mother told me that my father is very down and sad as he feel that 1 family should be very harmonious and not fighting with each other all the time. Now I really am sorry that I have hurt my father cause, he have been the best father that anyone can ever get, and I really do not want want father to feel so sad because of my damm stubbornness. No matter where you are, your family will always be there for you. Never should you take them for granted as the ones that really loves you might leave your side anytime. So I am willing now to treat my sister better (although SHE is in the wrong), and not disturb her and hurt her with my words. SMILE ALWAYZZ!

Past few days happenings........ohh

2008-08-15T04:18:00.000-07:00

On Wednesday, I finally finished my Dragonboat classes, YEAH! So happy, but it was followed with a very tiring day. Cause after Thursday class, Wee Keong came and sit with us (Shu, Qian, JiaYuan, Freak and me lah!) He got bullied very badly sia......the bag got snatched away, got sprayed with water, ppl taking away his things in his pencil case and got his hair messed up and clipped with furry things. Poor thing....

After that I missed my station caused I over-slept and I bag was so damm bloody heavy, and to add up my torture, my hand was full with books. Ahhh! After I reached the school (MOELC), luckily got no class as in we go auditorium to watch the guys rehearsal but befor that, I got my Arabic exam time-table! Sadding!

oh, a thing that happened just now, my blooody sister irritated me by wanting to see my blog, HATEEEEEE! #$@$#%$^#$%^%&%$^&$! Continue.....Then today after swimming, I went back to school to get my bag and stayed back to discuss about the debate topic...Later I office, to pray.

Tomorrow back to Bishan for Asian Language Day, on Thursday I also saw my pic.on the poster in auditorium leh. And then next week got common test. Torture......

The fighting continues after Ryan and Theon! [1e2 girls version]

2008-08-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

Today I received the news from Ryan that Theon and him stopped fighting, well both sad and happy thing. Then, the storys continue with me and Charlene fighting over a basketball. I konw ULTRA childish but I still won (thanks to ELDDS). And I sound Shu and Qian sometimes quite supportive and somtimes 'ba gua' leh.

The story starts with me stupid enough to pass the present to Wee Keong and wanted him to pass to Charlene wanting her to fell surprise. But he did pass to her but indirectly...and he passed to Jia Yuan and asked her to pass to Charlene. Then all other things too lazy to say but so far main point is the ball is from me. Hahah, everything back to square 1!

Why at this time??

2008-08-11T07:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Yan came my house to stay overnight. We slept at 12.30 a.m. and we did a kicking war right before we sleep, hahah! And I woke up at 11.00 a.m. and saw her using my com. again! Then we played checkers for 3 hours plus and Meng Kiat called halfway. Yan was in the toilet so I answered and when she came out, she snatch the phone over and said 'WRONG NUMBER!' said hanged-up. Hahah, cause she tought that I called him and tring to waste her money.

Then Meng Kiat arranged at 6.30 p.m. to do donation draw opposite Jurong Point! But he came late, and we started doing at 7.15 p.m. I bought Famidha's present on the way! And we finished all the booklets (4.4 bookles) at 2 blocks! Yea! But we finish our job at 9.00 P.M. AHHHHH! No more time to do H.W. , how? Hehhhhh......sad. Need 2 go 2 sleep now BB & nite nitez....

WOW!

2008-08-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

<<<[Meng Kiat is the 1 on the bottom left]

Today, I can say it is quite full-filled with tons of different fun and excitement! Starting with waking up at 5.45 a.m. as we have a ceremony in our school (Fine, very school in S'pore is doing the same). Then must wear red t-shirt! 全校今天都变红包了吧。

Then after all the singing and prize presentation, we have a small carnival where we sell things and stuff. But during the carnival, I was alone and not wanting to mix with other people. (So Emo) Then we were let off I stayed back a bit to arrange back the table, then I get a card for reward! So happy!

Later, me and Famidha went to take MRT but she saw her friend and left me, so I board the MRT and left her behind as well! But after a round of hide-and-seek, we meet and went to the Jurong Entertainment Centre's McDonald to wait for Yan. (They say will come and help me sell Meng Kiat's booklets)

After eating, we left for Teban Garden to do donation draw. We did it at block 64, after we are done, Famidha went home (nearby) and Yan and I played in the playground to wait for Meng Kiat to join us and Famidha to come back. Not long later, Meng Kiat appeared, then Famidha came with spicy popcorn and a small glass of sugar for us to eat!

We later splited up into 2 groups, Meng Kiat and Famidha & me and Yan. Me and Yan actually had no more mood to do, so we did slower then Meng Kiat's group. After they finished their block they came and find us in our block. Yan told them we are at the 7 and half block (we are actually at the staircase) waiting for them. Not long later, we heard their voices and wanted to have another round of hide-and-seek but I am SO stupid that I ran the wrong way and met them face to face. My 1st reaction was to scream and really sorry for the other 3 that heard my scream but really scary one nei! Then later we 4 sat at the stairs counting money, chatting and squabble with one another. Then when Meng Kiat is going home, Yan took his wallet and looked at everything. Meng Kiat really wanted to go home and said if Yan don't return the wallet, he is going to slap her! But Yan asked a dumb question of 'What is slap?' And Meng Kiat actually dared to slap on Yan's thigh and nearly made her cry! Meng Kiat said Yan sorry and chase her around to want her forgiveness. (HAHA So funny!)

But the marking was really red and there was a whole hand print on her leg. Ouch! But I helped Yan by spitting water on Meng Kiat but I aimed wrongly and his bag was soaked with water and some of my saliva, hehehehe! But I don't think Yan will forgive Meng Kiat so easily cause in my way of thinking, guys ahould never hit gals!

(Lot more happenings in the middle, this is just a summarize)

Today's Happenings!

2008-08-06T01:14:00.000-07:00

Normal school as usual but today got Dragonboat but I forgot o bring my PE t-shirt! Argh! This is really not the 1st time, and last week I missed the bus to Kallang and I missed the 1st lesson as there was a singing competition. So in total, I wasted $11.25 for 3 classes.

Before I gave up, I tried to ask everyone I know to lend me PE t-shirt. Sherlyn at 1st agreed to lend me but 零时反悔了。Later I asked my SPL (TeckWei) but he said that his shirt got hole cannot lend me. I also asked Roshini, Famidha, Jia Yuan, Theon, Ryan, Jin Wei......(etc.)To add on to my unluckiness, I knocked my head on the green metal table in school! Today really sooo suai!

But later got Ryan to cheer me up when he speaks chinese to me. Really funny and creepy actually! After he left, I saw Jeanette there and I made her walked with me to the MRT station (I actually took her phone for hostage, she had no choice but to walk with me. Hahahah) There will always be light when you are in darkness, you just have to look hard and not give up!

BIG ANNOUCEMENT!

2008-08-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

After my deep, deep considerations, 我很确定我不喜欢你。我也重中发现我重来都没喜欢过你，我这个发现让我还蛮惊讶的噢。我正式欢迎我自己在次回到没有人在脑袋晃来晃去的日子！YEAH！

Maybe......

2008-08-04T04:22:00.000-07:00

Today got debate, and the seniors are suppose to do the topic that we juniors do last week. Before that, Ryan grab my chin from behind (not sure how to describe) and I have a shock and a headache. Stupid Ryan! Later the debate was scary, funny and useful.

Scary: Theon's way of debating is really scary, the hand gesture and way of talking. Ryan was weird and somehow scary with his way of talking.
Funny: The way everyone (Raga, Namirah, Theon, Ryan, Roshini and Faye) talks and put the points. Especially when Ryan and Theon rebut on each other........haha
Useful: All the points and the example given to prove the point.

After we have the 'open out your diaphragm' exercise. We have to say 'HAH' to the end of the class to let Abby hear. Nicole was the funniest of all. She said 'Huhhhh............' instead of 'HAH'! Very funny! My 'HAH' was 1 time clear. Good hor...

Later when going home, he walk away very fast to MRT. And we 'split up' at Jurong MRT. Then take 143 and Famidha came up too. We took bus together, after reaching the library, Theon came up the bus and Famidha ask him a VERY stupid question. 'Were you waiting for Fu Ming?'
'Why would I wait for her?' He answered back. And he too would not give me his hp. no.

So I am now 45% sure I will not like him. May I let the time shows truth!

Everything yesterday...

2008-08-02T19:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday during scout, we did pioneering (tying wood together to make a structure). Our whole troupe was split into two and the structure we are suppose to build is a bridge. We 1st must get the wood from the storage. Those wood are really heavy and some are 5m long! 2nd: We must take the straw ropes and tie the wood together. And we made 2 tripod then 2 ladder. 3rd: Tie it all together.

Easy as it sounds but you must really tighten the ropes and it really hurts your hand. Then after 2 hours, there was a check. The other's group tripod start to fall and the whole troupe help to support while some others help to dismantle the structure. No one was hurt but it was fun to see everyone shows group work. I don't think I will ever regret joining scout.

Somethings happen.

2008-08-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

Today we must take our CCA photo. The scout teacher did not come, so the scout photo is moved back to Monday. Then we only took the ELDDS photo! Our turn came when it was 4.30 p.m. I was standing in the middle row and he was standing beside, behind me. OMG! Mrs Ho was infront of me and when it came to the candid shot, I just grab her neck and pose 'cheese'. Hahaha..... Later I went home, with my god-sister sending me to the MRT station.

After reaching Jurong MRT, I thought of seeing him coming down the elevator but he didn't so I moved and waited for my bus. And I suddenly saw him walking towards me and ask where am I heading. 'Teban Garden' I answered back and he said he was surprise that I stay there too. And later Famidha came, we three took the same bus but he sat the top level while Famidha and I sat on the bottom level. Now Famidha know who I like and I don't know she will spread around or not cause she is known for spreading. We talked all the way..... And no more BB!

报应：[

2008-07-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

我算也是得到报应了吧！I miss my bus to go Kallang and have my Dragonboat SEP class. I do not mind missing but I also 得到报应了吧。2 classes cost $7.50, so ex. but the sad thing is that I also made Ah Ni miss the bus. So 好人有好报，坏人有坏报，是不能不信的。

Good or Bad??

2008-07-30T01:34:00.000-07:00

I made someone cry today, dont noe good thing or not. Haha (sian) Cause I wu liao and go disturb people by molesting them and I played guo tou le. Cham liao la. But when I dont want to disturb anymore, then she come and tell me I did not touch her. I hate to be dared and she still do it, so cant blame on me also lah. Dont noe wad to do, but I dont feel VERY sorry as well.....

Bad Memories!!!

2008-07-28T05:31:00.000-07:00

There is a ultra unofficial debate today about is technology causing declination to the society. I am the 3rd speaker of the proposition team and my job is to sum up our groups' points and to rebut on the opposition's speakers. The other 2 of my members was Famidha and Sadika. And the seniors that is helping our group is Faye, Raga and Theon....:[

Well after everything, my group lost. Not very well surprised actually. Cause it is very obvious. I am more and more thinking that maybe debating is not my thing. Well I will not give up so soon!

气死我咯！

2008-07-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

After the yogurt science today, Jia Yuan, 1e3 girl and I wanted to walk to school but greatly they don't know take what bus. There is MRT but they don't want to take and I don't have money in Ez-link. So after we reach Jurong Entertainment Centre I left them as my house is near there.
Later I walked to the library as my father said he will pick me up there. (4.15 p.m.~)
I left my bag in the locker 15 and went to the 3rd floor. 1st reason: To see if my parents are coming; 2nd reason: To see 'him' cause I know he always walk pass there when he needs to go home. hehe!

I sat there reading '野蛮女生' for 2 whole hours neither my parents nor 'he' came. At 6.10 p.m. , my parents came to pick me up and wanted me to go to the main door and wait. While waiting for them, I know to give up cause I waited 2 hours for him. Few minutes later, my parents came and I saw 'HIM'! Ahhhhhhhh.........! 我做了什么事，要得到这种事。非要让我要走前看到他.。天啊！To not make myself regret, I wave to him. And he wave back. :]

Is Heaven having a game with me, or wants to disturb me for fun?! heh.....

Be Happy!!!

2008-07-23T04:25:00.000-07:00

''You will surely forget your trouble, recalling it only as waters gone by.'' JOB 11:17
There will always be trouble in your life, so never take it too hard as there will always be sweetness after the sour and bitter. Everyone should not give-up when there is sour and bitter or you not be able to taste the sweetness in your life. So Must Smilez Alwayz

Finishing The Worst!

2008-07-21T04:34:00.000-07:00

Yea yea yea! I finished my speech. So ultra happy. We did a preliminary round then a official round. The preliminary, the judge was: Abby, Roshini, Joy and Mrs Ho. We have to pick our order. 1-4 as there is Sadika, Famidha, Nicole and ME! Famidha was 1st, Nicole 2nd, Sadika 3rd and obviously I was the last which was good as I was not very well prepared. :} Their topic is the following:
Famidha: Most Terrifying Moment6
Nicole: Why we need homework?
Sadika: Think of others (Africa Teenagers)
Me: Do Singapore need foreign talent?
My bad points are reading too fast, no eye-contact and grammar problem.
The offical round came 2 other judges. Ryan and Theon! They did add on to my stress especially Theon...But luckily I have Joy (God-sister 3e3) helped me on my speech and re-write it, so it turned out SO much shorter! After my speech, I got comments and most of them is Positive! One of it is that I have a debater style of talking which is rare in a sec. 1.
^_^ Things Don't Turn Out That Bad After All! ^_^

Thinking.....

2008-07-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

Do not let a person be the priority in your life when you just become a option in theirs. When your life is in darkness, think of your family and those who love you, you will feel that you are never lonely. Find your priority in life but not let it controls your life and trap you in your own torture. Let the memories be happy and let the sad ones flow away and be erase from your life.
Your life should never be left blank. Let those around you to add colours in it. SO SMILE EVERYDAY!

Back!

2008-07-17T22:50:00.000-07:00

Yo! Just came back from swimming class. Not that tiring today than the 1st time. After swimming, Jia Yuan, Charlene and me go back to school. And I saw 'him'. Great, and Charlene called him! *_*'' And he answered back.
After he left, Charlene and I go home too. I saw him, again. (VERY far away!) Charlene took bus and I took MRT. I found out that he was there too! heh......So after taking MRT, I chased after the bus and came home. BYE!

Oh No...!

2008-07-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

I have maths test tomorrow! Ahhh......HELP! Maths is my worst subject of all, what should I do? Tell me anyone.

Believe

2008-07-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

Gundam Seed DESTIN...

I just suddenly felt that I should have more faith in what I joined like debate and scout.

A Night To Remember! 11/7/08

2008-07-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

It all happen yesterday! Actually it is a happy and sad day together.

Sad thing happened after my swimming class, my parents picked me up and sent me home as I need to pick up my sister from the school bus. Not long after I reached home, my father came back in a VERY angry mood as my mother scolded him for 'no reason' again. And he said he wanted a divorce. My family means the MOST to me and this really hurts me. And a funny thing is I called Yan and asked her if I wanted to run-away from home, can I stay where she lives?!

At 5.45 p.m. , my mother came and drive me to school again as we have a Art Fest and everyone must be there. On the way there, I confronted my mother on what happen to daddy and she said that he always do the same mistakes and left the family burden for her to carry and so on. Of course I cried on the way there.

After I reached class, I walked to the toilet and cried really badly cause after that I saw my face is really red! And Charlene and Jia Yuan saw me and asked if I cried, I told them I played with the performers make-up. They are not stupid and didn't believe and knew I cried.

Later we moved down to sit at the stage, I felt better by then. Cause the Jia Yuan liked a guy from 3E2. So she tried to find a sit that is near him and she did, But she also sat behind the guy I liked as well. So I tried to move and sit with her but I can't.

The performance started and it is really impossible to see with all the Sec. 4 in front of us, so I moved up a level up (level 2). It's better but not really well, and just then the disciplinary master asked us to move a level up. GREAT! (8.00 p.m.)

I then moved to the middle where I can see everything easily. Not long later, Wee Keong and Jun Shan (scout ventures) came and joined me caused they saw me alone.(I am really glad they came as I was about to cry again.) Wee Keong asked why I looked so sad, who bullied me, he is going to beat the person up. I said you are unable to beat them up cause they are my parents :[]

Not long later, more and more scouts came and joined us :). AND the guy I liked came up too (with his friends). He stands 4 people away from me. And over time, he has stand beside me and moved away again, and together again. And 'we' did something secretly...or is it I think only I did. That is when we wanted to move away like to go toilet or find a friend, 'we' would leave our bag behind for someone there to help to take care, to show that 'I will be back, wait for me.'

There is one sentence that I really regretted that I said, and that is when Wee Keong wanted to find one guy in scout but he is born in the colour of dark chocolate, so I said to Wee Keong it will be hard to find him. And I got told off by him. And some of the scouts like Zi Qian and Meng Kiat are great entertainers and jokers when you are feeling down. They tried to pull Jun Shan's pants off and they pulled Wee Keong's hair which landed them in hot soup as they got beaten by him. Hahahaha. And they both beat each other up somethimes.

All that is really so much fun. And REALLY I am really grateful as when I was feeling down, I have someone caring for me. Plus the guy I liked had been 'hiding' away from me. So it is really a mixed feeling day for me.

After I reached home (fetched by my mother from Jurong MRT [10.10 p.m.]) my father told me that he will not do anything stupid and will not have a divorce. YEAH!!!!!

After all this, I found that friends is really important.

THANKS WEE KEONG!

VERY BUSY! :O

2008-07-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

I am REALLY busy lately!
Monday: 4.45 p.m. - 6.30 p.m. Debate CCA
Tuesday: 4.30 p.m. - 6.30 p.m. Arabic ( Bishan MOELC )
Wednesday: 2.00 p.m. - 6.00 p.m. Dragonboat ( Kallang )
Thursday: 4.30 p.m. - 6.30 p.m. Arabic ( Bishan MOELC )
Friday: 11.20 p.m.- 12.45 p.m. Swimming
My my, and not to mention about all the homework I am given and the tests are coming up!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....! What am I suppose to do?

OH NO!! CHAM LIAO

2008-07-06T02:07:00.000-07:00

Next Monday I need to write a speech and say it in front of my debate CCA seniors and juniors! All the sec. 1 have to do the same thing. XIAO! How can one, we don't have a coach teaching us all the while and now we have to prepare a speech that is about 5 minutes long. And all the seniors are giving us comments! CHAM LIAO LA! (The 'sai' color represent my feeling now)

YO, SCHOOL STARTS!

2008-06-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

Although school already started for 1 week, still I got something to talk about. Monday of course got the 'MONDAY BLUES' but still feel alright when I saw everyone I know and hate there. And good to see the 'person' or C1 or weirdo...(Charlene happy hor, I say like this)-_-'' And back to the environment where I can disturb people.(Especially CHARLENE YEO!) So it turn out not that bad after all. But then after all, my other 3 and a half year will be spent there, so no point of being sad! CHEERS!

吵架了《二》

2008-06-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

而几分钟前我又跟人吵架了。这次是跟家人吵！
一：我跟我老妈吵因为我没帮忙做家事and家里很乱还有她刚重工作繁忙的一天回来所以心情不好还要因为家事而烦，所以我不怪她因为真的是我的错
二：我跟我姐吵因为我吵醒了我的侄女，所以被骂。可是我一进房她的眼睛已经张大大啦，我只是喊我姐叫她来照顾她嘛，还是害侄女哭了所以被老妈和老姐骂。
着我就觉得我被骂的有点无辜了。可是我姐不久前就跟我道歉了，所以好多了。^_^"

CAMP!

2008-06-10T17:48:00.000-07:00

Although its 3 days after camp, but there is still a lot to talk about.

The 1st day we reach Sister's Island is on Thursday. The view of the place is marvellous, but it is also the place where we start torture! We start by setting up the tent. And when our movement is not fast enough, we get pack it back in 2 mins. In 3 mins you have to peg it all back.

We do not get to shower for 2 days and we lots of activity and we are all sweaty and smelly. We have to draw map, build a nature shelter, night walk, outdoor cooking, sand-wrestling, ghost-story telling, camping standards, PT, pumping etc...

Building nature shelter is fun but it must be water-proof, my group one is small and not very water-proof, so when me and another scout hide in it and one of the venture splash water on it, we were drenched! Its fun as we had not shower so water splashing on us is fun!

As for the night walk, it was scary! We walked in 2 rows and my no. was 15. Every bit we walk, we have to shout out our no. instead of our name as I learn that we should not say ours or other's name at night cause the 'things' will start to follow you. Although we did not walk a long distance but the walk is still scary...*_* At the start, my walk partner hold my hand tightly as she was sacred and I held my seniors' (boy) shirt. All our shirt are supposed to be tucked in and I keep pulling it out for him as he keep tucking in. Very FUNNY!

Camping standards and pumping are 1 of the most torturing part of camp! Camping standards is placing all your things on your poncho all nicely layout. If anything there is any mistakes, you will have to do 30 pumping for every mistakes!

Sand-wrestling happens on the last day of camp. We did it on the beach by fighting we each other and must get the opponent the butt. My 1st round was supposed to fight with my darling, but it turn out to be us fighting together and against and group of best friend. I fought with the skinny 1 and my dar. fought with the bigger size 1. I won and my dar. lost. So in the end I turned out to fight with bigger size 1. At 1st I ran to hide from the attack, after 2 mins. I won! Yeah!
2nd round was with a venture and of cause we lost as she is the man of the women. But right after we lost, of course my mood was not very well, so when the senior (the 1 that I held the shirt) called for the torchlight (which I found a fews days ago during camp) and I threw it and it hits another seniors' head and the torchlight broke into pieces, so the force was quite big. I am really SORRY!

吵架了 ">_<"

2008-06-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

我今天跟我好朋友吵架了:( 可是她也有点无理啊，有事没事就威胁我说她不帮我的忙了。虽然我也知道她有资格说她不干了，可是帮忙就帮到底嘛. 我知道我也有错，可是大多数是开玩笑的嘛! 不要那么小气嘛，奇怪！好啦好嘛，对不起吗，亲爱的延！〈着是想对你说的话啦，有创意吗？〉

Little Baby?!

2008-06-09T19:37:00.000-07:00

This is my little niece, a cute Australian baby. She is too a little killer, she and her sharp nails would mostly stuck into your skin and scratch you. I just got it in the eye. And her face would turn cherry-red when she is or going to cry. So its sometimes really scary.(The 1 behind is my friend)

A nEw sT@Rt

2008-06-09T02:32:00.000-07:00

A new start of my 2nd blog, so my life shall have every thing written.